We Are Toh's Family

my new blogspot

2010-10-30T09:18:00.001+08:00

I have created a new blogspot..
http://www.devilisticxue2.blogspot.com/
Do continue to view my entries.. =)

A day with Loves =)

2010-10-27T13:53:00.000+08:00

My Bro with my Prince Rayaan =)

P.O.S.I.N.G

My Prince Rayaan ...

Ohhh...! I Love him !

My Mini Baby "R" Toh =P

I'm Fat La !!!!

My Prince with my Mummy !!

Ok !
My readers...
Im gg to visit Gynae
tomorrow..
Shall update again tml..

Family Outing =)

2010-10-24T08:03:00.001+08:00

A Lovely Weekend =)

Rayaan is enjoying the "Surprise"

Chocolate

We went out to Chong pang eat breakfast with Mummy

& Bros ..

& meet Aunts there too

What more can i ask for..

when i have a Lovely

Bright big eyes..SOn..?

Hmm...My 2nd baby...

will u be like ur korkor..

Big big eyes too ? =)

Afterwhich , we went to Northpoint...

Evening time, went to Dayi's Hse.

Bcos at hm , they are painting the doors...

so can't go bk early =/

Desmond & Veron

(my cousin & his wife)

Cooked this Delicious Jap food..

OMG! Delicious to the MAXXXXXxxx..

It's took time for them to have patients

& fried all this food!

I love their Couple Bonding time!

SO lovely ..can!!??

2010-10-20T07:57:00.000+08:00

Qy ytd suddenly said: 你的五官美啊！如果我有孩子，有你五官+弘轩的眼睛！wow! ' wahahahhaa..something this G! Always 让我又爱又狠！：) 哈哈哈

Sad Day =(

2010-10-19T10:21:00.000+08:00

Michelle is Sad !

Why ?

Yesterday, is my 1st time being so Fierce to

My precious Rayaan .

I've Cried ...Sadly too...

Rayaan at this age,will tends

to do whatever Adults did infront of him.

He's active, n have mind of curiosity..

He saw what adults did,

& see nothing's wrong by doing that..
He's also wanna try.

I have been a very patient mummy to him ...

Because i carry him in my tummy for more than 9mths,

I experienced all the movements when he's in my tummy growing healthy, big..

I experienced the pain in Labour..

All this only Mummy (ourselves) knew.

I dote, I love Rayaan more than anyone.

but I will teach Rayaan in the way of teaching him

by telling him

what is wrong & why is it wrong to do so.

When he did right things, i will praise him. .

He understand what i said.

But being a 2yrs old child,

he's needs to be reminds again & again..

countlessly.

But seriously , at his age of 2 , he's picking things fast.

I've always tell my hubby ,

Rayaan gets excitied whenever

he's saw us back hm from work..

he will smile widely & loudly with his cheerful face.

He wants our attentions & he loves to play with us .

Please be more patients with Rayaan ,

He's only a 2 yrs old child..

He needs to be reminds countlessly.

Michelle , you've gonna be strong ,

& be much more patients than anyone else.

In life have been so stressed ..why let this problems pulls you down ?

Work is stress, relationships is stress...

Loved one (Dad) have passed away..

what more pains , tough paths you have not gone through?

They don't understand your pains, don't understand your stress

bcos they have not gone through what you have been...

I'm satisfied that I have my hubby , my Rayaan & my 2nd baby ...

so, YOu dont think that what you did behind my back..

can defeats me..!

I know plp tends to side you more than me ...

but im clear conscience...

P/s : I just wanna have peace...

Family Outing =)

2010-10-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

Today , Outing with mummy, bro,
& aunties. .n my prince Rayaan to
RWS !!
Photos will be upload soon..tml..
bcos I'm superb tired.. =)
P/s : Michelle Have a Superb Nice day today !
I Love My mummy,bro& aunties ... =)

=)

2010-10-17T09:36:00.000+08:00

Stop all your nonsense comments

2010-10-17T09:22:00.000+08:00

For all past this years,

From the very starts i knew Hubby,

Life isn't the same.

It's involved relationships, feelings,peoples..

All families have own problems, attitudes, feelings ..etc ...

My family went through Tough times more than happy times.

My Mum is the only strength that we as a family can stay strong.

Mum went through much more difficult periods,

such as my Dad not responsible as a hubby, as a dad.
Bcos he's a quiet man.

Imaging that my mum needs to take train from toa pa yoh to amk,

den tk bus to my granny hse den tk bus again to her work place at hougang.

And that times i'm abt 3-4 yrs old, while she's pregnant with My bro ?

Isn't she's strong?

We might not be rich, but we lives life healthy , happy.

:: Pls do not say , we will envy your riches..or ask us to live our lives ::

Peoples's riches doesn't concern us ...

It's your own Business.

"There should not be any grudges, be it family members or your loved ones."
What's hurts , have been hurt.
There's always a scar...a fear.
The more pretend of you be a good person in front of so many peoples,
the more i ignored you.
I'm fortunate to stay together as a family..all loves Rayaan.
Play with Rayaan , dotes on Rayaan..
Especially My MIL's quitted her job just to tk care of my Rayaan.
She will cook delicious home-cooked Dinner for us.
Making sure , we can go to work with peace of minds.
I've appreciated for all her hardworks & i love her too.
I have been a very hot-tempered girl to now everything i think is for Family.
I do still have temper..but not as bad as before..who I am.
For those , you think I carry grudges. It's not that i don't want to think wise..
but It's what i seen , i hear..i went through..for all this years..
you can't imagine how much I've have gone through.
I'm very glad that my hubby accepted who I am ..
Before we are together as a couple..
I told him everything.
Those who doesn't know who I am..
Pls just Shut up & stop giving me Comments...
It's not that i dun accept your comments...
It's just that i get to know your characters through someone you close to...
so i dun accept your comments.
You doesn't sees as good as who you are in front of Us.
Whatever I have input in my FB's status, doesn't concerns you at all.
Why u so sensitive..? and also ask people to join you to be sensitive?
Can't i refer to my Dad's so called frens issues?
Can't i refer to my daily life ?
Can't i refer to my own personal feelings?
Can't you just Shut up & do your own things?

P/s : Michelle is tired of your so-called Good person's faces. Stop asking people to comments abt me..
I dun wanna see u as disgusting person.

PRINCE RAYAAN

2010-10-15T13:34:00.009+08:00

Time Flies...

Baby Rayaan to Toddler Rayaan ..

Celebrated 1 yr old.. next mth

is his 2yr old..

loving him so much every passing day !

2010-10-14T22:52:00.002+08:00

Will be back Soon with updates ! =)

Stay Tuned !

Princess Ashlyn 1st birthday !

2010-10-12T22:15:00.000+08:00

Little 1st Birthday to Princess Ashlyn =)

Happy ONG's Family ! =)

以爱心建立家庭，以感恩和谐家庭，以孝顺兴旺家庭。

WE.LOVES.CJ ~!

2010-10-11T13:42:00.000+08:00

I . Love . CJ . GLS . ASIA . PTE . LTD !

G-String. Loves. CJ . GLS . ASIA . PTE . LTD !

AH MA-TER-KOR. Loves . CJ . GLS . ASIA . PTE . LTD !

Eggies . Loves . CJ. GLS . ASIA . PTE . LTD !

WE . LOVE . CJ !!!

Family outing

2010-10-10T21:24:00.000+08:00

10.10.2010

Princess Ashlyn's 1st Birthday celebration !

We took Train to Jurong EAst & tk Imm bus ..

den walk to Chervons ...

Pls call us "The SaverS"

L.O.L =)

WE have an enjoyable + wonderful Evening today !

TkQ Laysee , my lovely DAjie !

I will be uploading the pphotos of Ashlyn's birthday this week..

I'm too tired..& gonna make Rayaan to ZZZZzz...Soon..

gd Night Everyone ! =)

Family outing

2010-10-10T09:16:00.000+08:00

DAddy's Piggyback ...

What's more can i ask for...?

My Lovely Toh's !!

Went to Arcade & paid $6 for this neoprint...

hahha..Marcus & Rayaan have so much Fun!!

WE went to Causeway point to meet Mummy ...

Daddy Toh treated us Sakea Sushi for Dinner !! Love it !

WE have an enjoyable Sat & we gonna enjoy our Sun at

Chevrons...bcos today is 10/10/2010 ..

Ashlyn's 1st birthday !

I will take lots of pics... heehee.. =)

Mini Baby "R" Toh

2010-10-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

Surprise !!

My Tummy so Big ?

No! No! No!

Inside , i have 12Weeks old..

Mini Baby "R" Toh.

Means..My Prince Rayaan

Got to be "Kor Kor " lo...

heehee..

Mini Baby "R" , EDD : 20.04.2011

=) Excited ! HAppy! (=

HMm...Nov 1 , will get to know

the Gender of Mini Baby "R"

My Mummy said, My Tummy seems Round..

Round means ....

Gal Gal ?

hahaha..

*Bish!* Mic..relax and be steady!

hahahha..

If really is Gal Gal..Hubby Toh will be

Superb Elated !

I wanna experience my 2nd pregnancy with

1.Happiness

2.Less Worries

3.Less Saddness

(bcos 1st pregnancy , i experienced 2 & 3) =(

My Hubby Toh & Prince Rayaan gave me

the strength &

support to make me Go onzz..

Dear Dad..

U gonna let me have smooth pregnancy ..

Dun let those "Xiao Ren"to spolit my moods..

& my Mini Baby "R" growing healthy,

happy inside my Tummy!

Although now i dun like to Pop pills..

but i forced myself to ...

bcos it's best for my Baby's Growth ~!

hmmm... **i gonna go to slp**

Night..night! Im tired !

I've tried 2 times Pregnancy test Kits..

Bcos i Couldn't believe Im Preggy !!!

1st scanning ...

Baby too mini..cant see ..

& cant hear the heartbeats...

2nd scanning..

Baby kicking (when Gynae Zoomed in)

...heehee..

Cute to the MAX! OKay!?

and can hear baby's heartbeats...

3rd scanning..Which is today morning...

Baby is growing..can see abit of baby's facials..

Dr Ang make an appointment with me at 1 Nov 2011,

to scan gender of my Mini Baby "R "..

wow ! So excited ...

03.10.10

2010-10-03T20:47:00.001+08:00

A Goodie Day to smile to...

Bcos It's Prince Zaeden

Wei Sen & wawa !

Happy 1st Mth to Lil Zaeden !

**Pardon..my messy hair**

Sleeping Baby Boy-Hunt !

Buffet Time!

Yummy!

We went home at 3.30Pm

bcos we dun have extra pamper for Rayaan..

hahaha...

A walking distance of 10-15mins..

from their hm to our hm...

But Lil Rayaan wanna have fun at the playground..

Bonding time for Daddy & Son again !

Lovely Darlings =)

Bought this Diapers for a try...

hmmm..quite Good..But Costly..

Anyway is try only..

The promoter show it infront of me

500ml water pour into the diapers..

It's Amusing ..

Bcos It's really can hold the water so will...

You all should give it a try too ...!

Friso promotion at Imm till 06 Oct only !!

Lotus Garden Restaurant Pte Ltd

2010-10-02T23:30:00.001+08:00

Alan & Angeline recommended

This place for Ala-Carte Buffet..

***Yummy! Yummy!***

If u love Spicy thai & Chinese Fodd..

give it a try !

U Will love it..

& It's Full to the MAx ...

hahha..ur tummy !!!!

You have 43 dishes to try each time ,

Bcos u can only choose 1 Dish 1 time =)

Fish Maw's Soup =O

It's Yummy !

Thai Sauce Fried Chicken

Spicy Kang Kong..

Yummy Thai Jelly fish....

::Baby Rayaan is enjoying

his fried rice:: =)

Thai Sauce fried fish

Furong Egg

Spicy Long bean =)

Black pepper Sauce Beef =)

Steam prawns ... Sweet Dao!!!

Daddy + Son = Sweet DArlings !

Dessert ! Yummy !

Alan & Angeline came to fetch us at 3.15Pm..

When to Jurong west there to see Angeline's play

Open tournament Volleyball match =)

den proceed to Eat our Delicious Dinner !

We ate ard 13 dishes , & we're Full!!

With 2As around , everything is yummy !!

Heehee..TkQ for fetching & sending us home !

The most impt thing is :

Thank you for loving Rayaan..Loving Us!

WE love you both too!!

30.09.2010

2010-09-30T20:35:00.000+08:00

Today, prayed Dad's 49Days.

We're all shed tears.

Hope Dad's can live peacefully

& happily in the other world.

We're proceed to have a hair cut.

I believe My Dad wants us to be cheerio..

& smile for our life...

Dad, We'll always loves you & miss you!

2010-09-28T17:34:00.000+08:00

爸爸，您再另一个世界还好吗？您知道我们很想您吗？我，流泪。妈妈，很坚强。大弟，沉默思念您。小弟，想您。 30.09.2010,是您过世的第49天。我们会为您操度，为您求好往身的日子在另一个世界。爸爸，我们真的好思念您！

2010-09-27T20:08:00.002+08:00

Please Be Careful With My Heart (中文版)

男聲：Christian Bautisa (克利斯坦)
女聲：Tay Kewei (鄭可為)

2010-09-27T09:41:00.000+08:00

Ytd went back my mummy's Hse for dinner. As usual, we chit chatted. About brothers etc.. Den I asked : Mummy.. Do u miss dad? Mummy looks down, tears seems to be filled up her eyes.. But she controlled n replied:' dad just passed away like this..' both of us silented. Den rayaan came over to hug n play with us. At hm, I can't sense my dad Is at hm.. This coming Thursday is Dad's death date if 49 days. Time files. When 1 person is gone is only within a day... To all: kindly cherish ur love ones before they are gone... :)

Swimming day !

2010-09-26T11:47:00.000+08:00

::25.09.2010::

It's swimming day again!

See the harmony colour ?

"BLUE"

heehee...

Went to Woodsvale condo...

for a swim.. =)

Rayaan is superb happy n

elated to have a swim..

Loves his cheerio Smile

& loud laughters...

My BABIES..

Hubby,Marcus,Rayaan !!

See ? My Lovely SOn ...

So happy =)

Lantern's celebration at Vista park..

Mil's bought the tix at 3 for $3 ,

instead of 1 tix for $3..

eeheeee

My tired Precious Son =)

Went back hm at 9pm plus..

bcos we are so tired ... =)

A tired..but lovely SAt , we have =)

Malaysia

2010-09-26T00:22:00.000+08:00

19.09.2010

We went into Malaysia

"City Square shopping centre"

with Mummy, MArcus, DA yi & her hubby.

Wow, it's so easy..

1.we took CWP 1 (yellow bus)

paid 80cents each adults at Marsiling Mrt.

*within 15mins , we reach Singapore Customs*

den 30mins to malaysia Customs ,

due to we have to wait for the 2nd bus.

2.From malaysia Customs ,

we walk to City square..it's so easy to access okay?

Their UPgraded Customs, is like "Thai Airport"...

:::High class le....::

WE went into the FOC...

Mummy & Da yi bought some clothings..etc..

Den we walk ard..n Mummy bought Shoes.

Time for Lunch...

We went to Basement & settled down at

" Sizzling Stonegrill "

**Yiyi said the smell inside the store is seafood smell..**

but we sat outside..

bcos Rayaan can sit his baby high chair..n more easily.

DA yi's set

Rayaan is Hungry !!

Hubby ordered this Seafood set for me

@ RM39.90

::Worth it :

Marcus ordered :Chicken noodles

at RM8.90

Mummy's & hubby's...

Tom Yam Seafood @ RM9.90

Rayaan eating Fried rice...

He's naughty after he ate his lunch

so i used Prawn's head to tease him ...

After Lunch , we walked around again ...

And Im craving for Ice-cream..

So i choose the "Cotton Candy" from BR @ RM7.50.

Sweet ...n delicious !

Loving it! But only Malaysia have ....

:::SAD!!:: =(

Rayaan's enjoying ...

n i only have a few spoonful to eat only..

but is Okay! Bcos at least

he can quietly sit down on his pram...

Y.U.M.M.Y

Rayaan is a Happy BOy !!

On our way out to Malaysia Customs

n back to HM sweet Hm !

Mummy, thank you for being the strongest mummy ,

i ever seen..n Im fortunate to have U!

Love You , Mummy !!!!

2010-09-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

人要知福，惜福，再造福！ :) 知足常乐！

2010-09-22T08:40:00.000+08:00

Today, early in e morning I superb fed up with this fren A. She told Fren B that she heard I said :你是不是没有人教？ woah!!! This really makes me very HOT!!! I only said:"如果是我的弟弟，我一定骂。' I didn't say anything abt she gt anyone to teach manners nt? Den fren A told her bf that , I talk to her always v fierce . Den her bf say, who dare to bully my gf, I dun care who. Wah Lao!! Pls lor... We r working now. N I seldom talk to fren a lor...!!!!!!!! Wah kaoz!!! Superb angry... Dun know wat to say abt this fren A! Talk without thinking! ::::HOT! HOT!! HOT!!!::::

Happy

2010-09-22T07:02:00.000+08:00

Congrats to my insurance agent

+ my mummy's good fren..

Ng Lee Lee !!

Jia YOU ! Jia YOu!

Hubby's fren is Alan oh..also in the poster..

(count from top right corner ..down 3)

Robot that Rayaan asked

Mil to buy , but he's afraid to play..

bcos this robot will move ard with Music..

hahah

Ytd night, suddenly have the

urge to do facial mask..

Rayaan is like.. yeek!! ga ga ....

Daddy also do 1 too...

It's been so long that Rayaan

Let Daddy Toh to feed him Milk !

haha..

It's always so warmth to see

them close to each other..Bonding !

We love you, our precious Darling Boy ...

Rayaan Toh !

Muackss...

天天想你

2010-09-21T19:48:00.000+08:00

DAd, this is for you :

天天想你

当我伫立在窗前

你愈走愈远

我的每一次心跳

你是否听见

当我徘徊在深夜

你在我心田

你的每一句誓言

回荡在耳边

隐隐约约闪动的双眼

藏着你的羞怯

加深我的思念

两颗心的交界

你一定会看见

只要你愿意走向前

天天想你天天问自己

到什么时候才能告诉你

天天想你天天守住一颗心

把我最好的爱留给你

2010-09-21T09:49:00.000+08:00

我不开心！ others might find me petty ,小气，funny,好笑. But I dun find it that way. This matter, pls refer to ytd post. I really dislike thus kind of attitude plp. I know fren B wanna help but I jus wanna this matter to slimmer down. Dun wanna talk abt it. Fren A is fren B's fren,sure will think this matter is small case. But I know the more I see fren A , e more I get angry. I hate this feeling. Arghhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-20T13:49:00.002+08:00

::: Table manners:::

Today, I'm superb pissed off during lunch.

1 of my colleague's fren, let's called fren A.

We went to Imm, all of us 3 ordered Korean's set.

All set came with ikans,kimchi, soup, rice & ur choice of meat.

Mine is fish set. U know what makes me superb pissed off??

Let me tell u the story: I just set down with my food n I'm hunger!

Before I start to eat & use my chopsticks to start eating...

Here comes fren A's with her chopsticks near my kimchi.

'Can I hv ur kimchi?' I hv no choice but to say 'ok.'

den her own kimchi haven finish. I asked fren a, y u choose to tk mine?'

fren a:'bcos ur seems more!' I'm like OMG!!!

Only a few pcs in the plate of chili sauce.

How many more can I hv for the kimchi??

Den I reply her, 'plp haven starts eating, u asking for food is no manners.

Even my bros get scolded from me

if they hv no TABLE MANNERS.'

Fren B knew I'm angry, n Fren A kept quiet.

Table manners is a basic when dining with no matters who,

somemore I'm nt close with fren A.

Age is not an excuse
for don't have table manners.

I'm really v angry!!!

2010-09-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

Watched GE Ai at Thursday

after prayed Dad.

This show is so touching..& i superb loves Zoe Tay's acting =)

Forty-something Cecilia (Zoe Tay), better known as Sissy to her friends, is a cheery and vivacious seamstress. Diligent and keenly devoted to her art, Sissy has earned a respectable reputation in the trade for her superb craftsmanship and exquisite style. Her second-storey tailor shop “Sissy’s Seamstress” at the Textile Centre is modest yet distinctly in a class of its own.

Sissy is recognized as an exceptionally talented seamstress, not only in her community but also garnering clients from far and wide. Moreover, Sissy‘s candid, affable and attentive disposition also makes her extremely well-liked and popular.
Wai Mun (Kenny Ho), her husband of many years, is the captain of an acclaimed Chinese restaurant. Although somewhat discontented with life since his migration from Hong Kong to Singapore, he and Sissy are a loving couple and enjoy a blissful marriage. They have a 15-year-old son (Edwin Goh) and a nine-year-old daughter (Regene Lim) who has a very close relationship with Sissy and is a source of great cheer and comfort to her.
In a twist of fate, an unexpected occurrence befalls their seemingly mediocre and uneventful lives. One day, as Sissy feels a hard lump in her left breast. A gush of complex emotions overwhelms her…
Meanwhile, Kristy (Christy Yow), a sexy twenty-something female model drops by “Sissy’s Seamstress”. A random encounter blossoms into a life-transforming, albeit short friendship.
For her family, for herself, what is a woman to do when faced with seemingly futile circumstances and choices?

Working issues

2010-09-15T22:37:00.020+08:00

A sentence that make me feels peace...

" ÿou do not have to feel guilty.. You have done your parts & your best. "

A working issues that bothered me lots.

sometimes do feels so tired & stress..

My job scope is Customer service...

but actually I'm All-rounded...

I did almost everything i could once my counterparts pass their Docs to me..

Sometimes Urgent Issues that involved $$..

I cant make decision ...neither many dept heads..

=( I'm struck in between many people..just to get 1 thing done.

Most knows i did my best..
I can say is my very Best!!!!

I'm independent, I'm strong .. I'm tough..
I'm helpful...I'm .....
Fragile
to when comes to sis-loves...
Hmmm...No matter what ..I still love u as Sis !

2010-09-13T15:51:00.001+08:00

No man fall if he do his best.

Working issues

2010-09-13T11:31:00.000+08:00

We are all workers working in company. I tried to do my very best in work. I really do want to give up! Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Swimming day !

2010-09-11T21:41:00.000+08:00

Photos Before Rayaan cut hair!

Today , we went to ah ma's condo to have a swim !

Rayaan enjoyed so muchwith his ah Gu "Marcus"

& Daddy Toh =)

Most of his pics is smile happily n widely..heehee..

Enjoyed Our Sat evening Very Much!

After the swim..

have Fish Ball cracker ...

We went to Admiralty to have our Dinner ..

Rayaan ate 1 bowl of duck rice !

He must be very hungry !

lol

My Lovely Prince Rayaan & his Tired Daddy Toh!

I.LOVE.MY.TOH.FAMILY

New Borns Arrival !

2010-09-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Congrats to

Bro Ron & Sis Adelynn..

For your

2nd Prince Jayden Tan

Arrival

08.09.2010 !

Elated Lele with his Bro Jayden!

heeehee..

Congrats To

BRo Wie Sen & Sis Wawa ...

For your Prince Zaeden

Arrival

at 09.09.2010 !

Congrats to both n Rest well my Dearest Sis !

Love you both!

Mama , zhen wei da !

**************************************************

Rayaan's

2010-09-08T19:47:00.000+08:00

Daddy & Son ! My Precious ...

Rayaan now is 22 mths old ...

Time flies...

He's becoming Naughtier..cheekier...

but Fun to be with..

Especially his Sparkling pair of eyes...

I Hope next 1 can have his all...

My lovely Son..

I love to see how Daddy toh & Precious Toh..

bonding..

Their laughers..always cheer me up..

whether im sad..im angry...

Rayaan with his "Toot-Toot" hairstyle =P

See my back view ...nice Bo ??!!

Rayaan 1st birthday photoshoot !

Charming !!

My Precious Prince

2010-08-29T16:03:00.000+08:00

My 21 months old Prince

Rayaan Toh =)

what a friend... =)

2010-08-28T18:52:00.001+08:00

Month end closing

always

make

crazy

hahahaha

A crazy friday at work...

isn't she like ah bu nai nai ???

she said , she give me face den pose for me de...

lol

End with this pics..

she sometimes makes me angry n goes crazy..

but sometimes she v funny...

wahahhahhaha

TO Qy: u saw my butterflies..flew high just for u ley...

(i know u're laughing right?)

2010-08-26T13:42:00.000+08:00

FOR DOG LOVERS n others!! KINDLY HELP TO SIGN THIS PETITION!! http://www.petitiononline.com/20082010/petition.html

2010-08-25T05:38:00.000+08:00

一言难进，好人难当。好伤我的心。。。。：（

好想您。爸爸

2010-08-24T15:25:00.001+08:00

每天都会想起爸爸，突然的就离去了。连最后一面看不见，最后一句话都没说。一闭眼，只看到爸爸躺着一动也不动，没呼吸，没心跳的一幕。永远不会忘记的！

I can't be stronger

2010-08-23T07:29:00.000+08:00

Yes, I missing my dad again..& I shed tears early in e morning while waiting for train. I wanna be strong but I can't. :_(

2010-08-22T22:12:00.000+08:00

Today, the 10th day of my dad's death date. Time past real fast, tml I'm back to work. I'm not feeling good but moody. My family is feeling empty n moody. Although we seldom talk to dad but we really loves him v much. If only he listen to us, dun gamble. If he dun gamble, he will be able to give family members for household money, then he won't hv trusted his so called good friend, n costed his life. His friend given him stress n worries, just too many things I can't use words to write all here. But I feeling real mad, sad! I really miss my dad v much. Just too many thing to clarify with him.

I.Miss.You.Dad

2010-08-20T20:23:00.001+08:00

Just back from dinner with family at vista point. Tears drop uncontrolled, bcos I miss my dad! I really miss him. 爸爸，我好想你啊！

2010-08-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

我好伤心难过。无话可说。太失望了！：（

Dad's funeral 13 - 17th August 2010

2010-08-17T22:44:00.001+08:00

13/8/2010 - 17/8/2010 (5 days Dad's funeral) we have cemented Dad at 光明山。

My dad passed away due to Hypertensive Heart Disease. My dad 2 yrs ago hv high blood pressure,

didn't go for follow up. Despite we hv been nagging him to go for check up,

he will ans: k, I will later.

This is a sudden shock for us! He have fallen down when he is sweeping the lorry,

n at that moment he have opened his eyes wide as if no enough air

n at that moment he doesnt have any heartbeat.

Contractor send dad to Nuh. In hospital ,docs Trying to get his heartbeats back for 1 hr,

but in e end is declared death at 0900hrs.

I received call from my cousin (my dad work for my cousin's dad),

telling me that dad have fainted at jurong while working,

cousin's dad n mummy is rushing over to Nuh. I called mum at 0915hr, didn't ans.

SMS her, replied: yr father passed away Liao.'

at the very moment, I'm shocked,stunned n show QY my SMS, n cried out loud.

My sale-manager volunteer to send me to NUH.

My pending docs passed on to my manager while I'm crying.

After everything, rushed to hospital. In the car,

I'm crying sobbing in grief.

He keeps on telling me to tk it easy bcos he knows feeling of loss of dad 6yrs ago.

Reached nuh, mum is crying too. Lost of words.

We are waiting for families members to get down here n see dad together.

My 2 bros rushed down from hm n sch. Families rushed from work.

All members gathered we r brought to a small rm where my dad's lying there motionless,cold,bared.

His belonging is placed beside his leg wrapped.

We are all crying. My big bro is hitting his heart,crying n said my heart is so pain,好心痛！

my youngest bro is crying n said: I saw papa this morning happily go to work,y die jus like this??

My mum is sobbing ,stoned at a side. I'm crying loudly painfully.

No words can describe our feeling. Losing dad who we loves so much ,

makes us can't accept the facts that he is gone forever.

Every families members is crying too.

Luckily, we hv our cousin's dad to help us up with dad's funeral.

Everything is fine at the 1st to 3rd day of funeral.

At the 4th day, mum saw a white butterfly flying around n

suddenly at 6.45am a moth flew straight landed on dad's candle side.

For Chinese, we said , it's dad soul n hv come to see us.

Later at afternoon we hv a misunderstanding quarrel with weirdo neighbour,

the late 40s wife cursed my dad once in e early morning : 这么年轻，不要工作，zhao死zhao好。

my mum said her we understand Cantonese.

She shocked n denied. But I tell her,god sees n hear, my dad is looking after us.

My cousin's dad told her, if she were to bully us again, we'll pray to dad n

ask whether did our neighbour do anything to us.

She scared n denied. She said , all is in the past,一笔勾消。

I replied her, when my dad is alive how u all hv cursed my dad n disturb us.

No 一笔勾消！

my dad is looking after us n

seeing how u all bully us.

They feared n called police. But we dun give a damn bcos we hv records of this conflicts

n all calls is made by me. Only this 1 time they called police, in e end police came.

My cousin's dad told police officers that now my mum hv lost a husband,

children have lost a dad. Pls do help to assist them if the neighbours is giving them problems.

All neighbours at 2nd n 3rd floor knew this family is weirdos!

All disliked them even her daughter is influence by this weirdo's parent. Their daughter is same age as me,single. She thoughts that bcos she have studied hight education then me,

flip-flops English.

She said me: 你是没有用的女儿，嫁出去的女儿。 i replied, 你自己也是女儿，难道你不嫁？

Gods sees n hear. Better see itself before saying me..

You 十三点！.

they can't tk it n report police. But hack care them anyway they r weirdos!

I told my mum n 2bros, if they were to create problem tk out dad's photo n

tell them to tell dad n call 999 too. I believe this will make they fear.

They always create problem every 2-3weeks.

Hmm.. Shall stop here

.-- 17/8/10 --

sending off dad to burn. I cried non stop, almost fainted!

Lucky I hv aunt n cousin to hold me left n right.

The moment dad is gg to push into fire, I really lost control n

couldn't stop crying shouting dad, I'm sorry!

Y I'm sorry?

It's bcos I haven't spent enough time to filial piety him.

I dun hv chance to tell him i forgiven him n i love him v much like before ,

nvr to see him,listen to his voices etc.

Memories flew into my mind just like a movie from young!

All bad memories hv been forgiven n erased.

My mind n heart nw only hv good sweet lovely memories.

Dad, you have to go in peace n I will take v good care of mummy, n 2 bros.

We have forgiven you! And We always loves you!

Rayaan with Gong Gong =)

In my Dad's wallet,

He Loves us very much!

last Photo at 01.08.2010

before he is gone forever ........

My dad most happy moment is

when im married off...

The purple long sleeve shirt ,

we give him to wore when he's lying in coffin.

2010-08-13T16:30:00.001+08:00

8月13日，我的爸爸今天去世了！我好伤心！

A busy weekend to Sunplaza & Tampines Ikea =)

2010-08-09T22:47:00.000+08:00

will be updating soon !!

CJ GLS

2010-08-07T15:40:00.002+08:00

Preparing...

CJ GLS shipping dept ,

Our evening Buffet in our own Building !

my buddy! Egg!~

2010-08-05T08:10:00.000+08:00

回想起以前的经过，今日的我更坚强，更开心。：）

SPARKLETOTS

2010-08-03T22:06:00.000+08:00

1st day to Sch

02.08.2010

Monday

Rayaan's 1st day to sch ...

** weekly menu **

We took Rayaan to sch at 8.30Am , after he woke up

Mil n me..brought Rayaan to sch together =)

His class is

"Minnie"

** playing blocks **

**Playing puzzle **

** Colouring time **

Mil n me went to vista point to eat our breakfast ..

After eaten, we went behind Rayaan's class, to see how's he coping...

Teacher said , he's can settle down very fast.

So we leave him there to play.His

Rayaan's personal storage space

I went over to the CC ard 12.45pm.

Rayaan is crying bcos he's not use to

the CC n have his nap time.

Carried him & sing songs to him,

successfully settle him down ard 30mins.

Place him on the special bed , CC provided.

got springs de...

i went over to vista point buy biscuit for him.

After napped 30mins, he woke up crying.

TEacher called me, n i hurried over to tk him hm...

before we bk hm, i brought him to vista point eat some rice.

Bcos he don't Want to drink milk at CC.

Hmm..what I can say is ...

HEartbreaking..pain bcos he cried.

But i want him to settle down at CC,

to learns independent etc...

** Rayaan , my precious Son ,

U can DO it !!"

JIA YOU ! JIA YOU !**

Nights !!

2010-08-02T12:15:00.001+08:00

Getting ready to attend

Cousin's wedding

Desmond ('v') Veronica

Da yi With me

Xiao yi with me

ME !!!

Denise *Pretty Sis* with me

('v')

Dion with me

The Brothers

Johnthan & Dion =)

Reception

Sharon auntie, me & Er Yi

DA yi with Xiao Yi

Happy In-Laws in the house!!

My Superb big sparkle eyes Son...

Rayaan Toh!!

Daddy: I want some Orange Juice !!

I love, Crackers !!

Mummy Toh with Baby Toh =)

My 1St bro...

Melvin , younger than me 5yrs old.

We are "Kang's Family"

Melvin, Marcus , Michelle

Johntahn with Rayaan

Let's Welcome the GRoom & Bride !!

Thank both of u for ur big hongbao to me..

heehee

My Hubby !

My Rayaan is not with us ..

bcos he's busy running,

walking ard with my bros n cousin..

so NO Toh's Family photos took together

So SAD, okay??? =(

Yiyi , i know u will view my blog..

so Below all photos is for u !!

My photos..wahahahhaha

I Know

U.M.I.S.S.M.E......

Girl, Wo Mei Mah??

LOL...

Last but not least ...

My Little Prince ..

Rayaan Toh Hong Xuan !

Smiley !

Desmond & Veronica Big day 02.08.2010

2010-08-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

02.08.2010

Desmond & Veronica's

big day !

We went to Dayi hse at 9am.

A mini celebration but

filled with happiness atmosphere.

Everyone is smiling, laughing,joking.

Have a mini buffet, but Nice!

Their self-made scrape cardboard.

Sweet dao......

L . O . ( 'v ' ) . E

4 Ladies..

Groom, bride, their Father & Mother

Snappy Time

Me with my Lovely Prince =)

DA yi, Rayaan & Mummy

Me with youngest Bro..

Marcus

Xiao yi & me

It's US again !!

Er yi with Me ..

3 Precious

2010-07-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

Friday (30/07/2010)

Called my 2 bros & meet mummy at cwp.

Suppose to treat them , ichiban or sakae sushi..

But It's crowded with people & the q is so long.....

As we r too hungry ...

we settled at foodcourt ! =)

Bought this "KATE"brand which

exclusive in Watsons Only!!!

I love the colours.. =)

31/07/2010

Saturday 1/2 day Duty

Boring ..& it's noisy bcos

My company is having renovation...

Changed of CEO

Changed of chairs !!

From Blue to Red !!

Tml gonna be an Exciting day !

1st aunt's 2nd son having his big day tml..

Gonna wake up early to go for Tea ceremony with mummy...

den night time, Im the MC ley!

hahahha..heeeehee..

Happy marriages begin when we marry the ones we love, and they blossom when we love the ones we marry.